Wednesday, September 7, 2011

No Butts About it

All of the ladies on my mom's side of the family have these pretty awesome Butts. I got my dad's.  Sorry dad. I love you but, I would really rather not have your butt.  So not only was I fat, but fat with no butt.  My fat was in my belly and my boobs.  Without a butt to anchor me that was a lot of stress on my back and shoulders.

In the past few years I have focused hard on developing a nice round butt...and it's working!  Steps! Squats!  Walking!  It's nice and round back there now :-)  I find myself walking by mirrors constantly checking it out.  So if you run into me in the bathroom at work, I am not a pervert.  I am just admiring my hard work.

It took me a while to figure out why I was losing weight and yet my pants were not getting that much looser. Cause I have Junk in my Trunk BABY!  haha.  

Every day I go to the mall and walk laps.  At one of my turns is a Victoria's Secret store.  They always have the most intimidating pictures in the world hanging in their windows.  Sometimes I feel like a vampire staring into the sun when I turn that corner.  I want to shield my eyes and scream.  But, there was one picture that I became obsessed with.  It is my Future Butt!  For eight months I would walk by it and sigh hoping against hope that mine would spontaneously look like that. Naturally there are fingerprints on it in obvious places and it took every thing I had not to wipe them off.  It's embarrassing enough when I would stare, but I'm not quite sure I could explain my actually cleaning the glass.

I took a picture of it one day.  It periodically becomes my wallpaper on my phone.  It's a nice incentive picture.  I would recommend that to everyone.  Give yourself something to work for.  I'm glad I took the picture because a couple of months ago I walked by and my picture was gone.  I stopped cold and stood there with my mouth open.  I'm sure that looked GREAT.  They replaced my Future Butt with a very revealing thigh picture.  Sure I would like them too, but I want my Future Butt back!

When I finally add pictures to the blog I will be sure to include the picture of my Future Butt.  Feel free to use it as your incentive too :-)  ***I just added it, enjoy ***

****Please note****

If you feel like you are alone on your journey and you just need some encouragement I am here for you!  Shoot me an email and I will do my best to check in on you or give you the words of support you need several times a week.  The journey is so much easier if you have support.

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